- self remind -

At the end of the day , you'll realize tht

the one yang tolak kau jatuh dulu ,

actually slowly buat kau bangkit .

Bangkit dari ketakutan diri sendiri ,

ketakutkan kerana ditinggalkan ,

ketakutan kerana kehilangan ,

ketakutan kerana kesepian .

Because semua tu , kau dah dapat .

Kau dapat dari dia yang memusnahkan .

memusnahkan kepercayaan ,

memusnahkan senyuman ,

memusnahkan harapan .

hoping tht you'll not fallin 

again and again ,

bcs of the same reasons and the same things .

promise ?

:)

- self remind -

i realize and i'd changed

In life , you'll realize there's a role for evryone you meet .

Some will test you ,

Some will use you ,

Some will teach evrything tht you need

and some will love you :)

But , the one who truly important are the one who bring out the best in you .

They are the amazing people who remind you why it's worth it .

And you know wht ?

Yes , i've chnged . im not nice as i used to be .

Bcs i dont wnt to get used or walked over ,

i dont trust anyone and tell them evrything .

bcs behind evry fake smile is a bckstabbing bitch .

i distance my self from people bcs in the end they gonna leave .

i've chnged bcs i've realized tht im the only person i can depend on .

Ya Allah , make evrything easy and pls make me stronger than before .